November 21st, 2017

Today starts my Liver Shrink Diet. Or two weeks of hell as I’m going to refer to it as. 🙂 haha

This will be one of the hardest things i have to do for this surgery but I know it is to prepare my body for surgery. By following this diet my liver will shrink and the Doctor will be able to maneuver inside of my while doing the surgery laparoscopicly. If i do not follow this diet there is the chance that they would have to open me up completely to perform the surgery and I will do whatever i can to avoid that.

While I am beyond ready to change my life and I am 100% committed to making this a life long lifestyle change I have never been more terrified in my life. I constantly have a million thoughts running through my head. What if I fail?, What if I go through all of this and in the end I don’t make the most of this? What if something goes wrong during surgery? What if, What if, What if. . But i know i can’t keep what ifing. . I am doing this & i will be okay and I am going to excel.

Here’s to the next two weeks of hell flying by! 🙂

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