Struggling.
That’s how I feel right now. I am struggling to stay on track and keep a routine. I have not had the best month for choices and I have went back to old habits.
That stops now. I will start over a thousand times to be able to live a healthier and better future.
This weight loss journey is hell. It has been a never ending battle for so long. A war inside myself that I have to win. No one can battle for me. No one can stand in the front lines beside me. I have to go into battle with my guns blazing.
Tomorrow is a new day. And tomorrow I will wake up and face the opponent head on and show them I am a warrior and I will defend my self for the future.
I will not be defeated this time.
Tomorrow I will drink 90 oz of water and I will get a solid workout in. I will fight this battle for the rest of my life but I have my ammo ready and armor on.
I will conquer.